20

I am 20 tomorrow. I do not know how that has happened so fast, but it has.

Therefore, here I let loose of every thought that I am currently not ready to face.

1. I am no longer a teenager. I AM AN ADULT. whaaaaa?
2. The lack of (-)teen makes me scared in itself.
3. I have little to no justification of being a moany little brat anymore.
4. I will soon be 21! 365 days fly fast, you know.
5. I need to start thinking about life/work and I have no bloody clue.
6. I am still single.
7. How much longer will I be single? (Jokes really, I do not care)
8. I am entering the age of 20 with braces
9. How does one even act like an adult?
10. I need my Mother more than ever before. Ooops

I could make more sh*t up, but then I would be boring the world.

In other words, I think it is right to just shut my gob and get ready for the ride. The next 365 days are mine.

MUA bits | Ofaneverydaygirl

MUA is pretty epic. I found these little gems and instantly grabbed them. I have been looking for the perfect cheek colour, which allows to somewhat make me look a little 'more' healthy and alive. The roasted orange/ apricot colour in 'Dolly' can act both as a blush, as well as, a contour, to some extent. I am still in need of a proper contour which actually sculpts and defines my face, allowing for some dimension on my  face. If there are any recommendations, do spill the beans below.

I also found a matte lipstick for a pound. A pound! The shade is called 'peachy keen', even though it is more of a pink. However, it does have a hint of orange/ apricot tone to it.  I would like to point out that it is quite drying. If you have dry lips like me; moisturise beforehand as it does separate. Also, as the application can be a bit forceful,  rather than applying in streaks (in a normal fashion)- instead dab. It makes it look much more natural and the likeliness of it separating is reduced.

If you are around a superdrug, do have a look at MUA. They are damn cheap and are not too bad. The cream blush does tend to fade, therefore I really need to invest in a powder and maybe even a primer, in hope that it will make it last longer. Or else I could start actually carrying make-up around and reapply when needed. Am I the only girl who does not carry make-up around? I may actually be the only one.

Wannabe | Ofaneverydaygirl

H&M white blazer

Monki shirt

ZARA jeans

Chanel ballet flats

H&M bangles

24 carat necklace/ present

I suck at pictures, I really do. Why can I not look like Kristina Bazan in my pictures? Her boyfriend is one reason for the stunning pictures; I am lacking in that area too. *Sobs*

Regardless, she really inspired me in this outfit. Her looks are always simple, sleek and some how wondrously high fashion at the same time. However, I do need to point out how extremely uncomfortable I felt in this. The feeling of constriction had me run upstairs and quickly throw on my PJs. Now I wonder how all the other fashion bloggers feel in some outfits...I may never know.


 p.s. I look ridiculously short in these pictures. I am pretty sure the fold up of the jeans just escalated that shortness. Oh wells

The birthday list #2 | Ofaneverydaygirl

Charlotte Olympia Deborah boots. Belstaff leather jacket. Herve Leger bandage dress. Adam Lippes coat. Helmut Lang skirt (Cheaper here). Missguided Clara heels. Nike trainers. Stella Mccartney coat. Eleven Paris t-shirt. Theory A-line skirt. J Brand leather jeans.

So, I finally complied my second birthday wishlist. In accordance to that- my birthday is in 16 days. 16 days until I am 20! I am so not ready to be an adult. In no way do I act like an adult. There is severe maturing up to do. However, I want to keep my crazy side and still dance down the road every single bloody time.

However, very unlike my apparent childishness, my clothing wish list is very likening to that of a more older 'young' lady; if that makes any sense. It seems that everyone else my age runs around in leggings, crop tops, and let's not forget those horrendous jelly shoes. How? Why? I really do not know how they are able to exist on your feet past the age of 10.

And of course there is a shedload of black. I would love to have every single one of these items. Pretty please? These are Staple pieces, which I still do not own. I do have a black skirt, but it makes me look like a nun and my current leather pants give me no space to breathe. I think I have viable reasons for these beauties in my life, no? Plus I need to enter my 20's in style. Duh